Since the shut down of the world and social distancing, my motivation for everything has decreased. I feel defeated. I feel lost and I just don’t want to do any more work. I’ve realized that the process of going to class and interacting with my professor and classmates is key to my learning techniques. I need visual learning and help from others to progress. And because I do not have access to do so, I am feeling very much off-track.
I know I will eventually post my blogs at the end of the semester but as of now, I need to do my best with understanding the tutorials to get the problem sets done. I have slowed down but I will not give up on myself.
This is just a spontaneously hard time for me, my family and the world.